I’m 17 now. I have been clearly straight since i was about 11, but for some reason recently my brain is starting to tell me that i like men aswell.

Just to clear things up I have OCD, and the potential of me being gay is my WORST FEAR BY A MILE so much so that i have been a gay hater from a very young age. OCD basically means i end up thinking about things or doing things that i actually dont want to do, and it tends to pick on my most sensitive subjects. I have indeed had a girlfriend before to add to this. OCD has tried to make me beat my best friend up several times now. I also have severe pananoia, and am renowned for being an extreme worrier.

But cutting it short in the last week my thoughts have turned me mad, and now i am close to suicide. My brain keeps filling me in with thoughts of all sorts of gay stuff, such as mens abs and gay sex and i cannot get rid of it no matter how hard i try. AND NO I DO NOT ENJOY THINKING ABOUT IT, IT ACTUALLY MAKES ME CLOSE TO CRYING BECAUSE IF I EVER GET A SEMI I WILL HANG MYSELF STRAIGHT AWAY. I know for a fact that i have never been attracted to a man in any way, but i have fancied the pants off of loadsa girls in my 6th form.

It all started when in a programme i was watching last week there was a short clip of a gay porn movie that featured (i had no idea it was in it). Intinctively i turned away, but the fact that i had seen anything of it at all put me into a trauma.

I have never been in such a state my entire life, and now i am well and truley scared that i may well be attracted to men. As far as I know i am not, but my biggest fear is that these thaughts are going to turn me gay or bi eventually, if they dont go away. My brain well and trulely seems like its on self destruct.

Please help me. I want reassurance to WHY THE FUCK I AM GETTING THESE HORRIFIC THOUGHTS

I look almost exactly the same as zac efron and we are the same height and have the same size waist. I have the same look that he has.(not full abs or pecs by partial)

Are there any workouts I can do to get full abs and pecs?

Are there any workouts I can do to get broader shoulders?

I an 16.

And btw, my pic is of my brother. It is his account

How do you get ripped abs at home?
do not say like running i hate running im fast i just hate doing it so if i go on demand or something just give me something simple and easy

I was wondering what the fastest way to develop some nicely cut abdominal muscles would be without drasticly changing ones diet.

I look almost exactly the same as zac efron and we are the same height and have the same size waist. I have the same look that he has.(not full abs or pecs by partial)

Are there any workouts I can do to get full abs and pecs?

Are there any workouts I can do to get broader shoulders?

I am 16.

And btw, my pic is of my brother. It is his account

I’m getting sick of actors( ex. Taylor Lautner) showing those abs I like a firm but less ripped look

What are some good diets for the abs especially and other body parts that i can workout..

How can I work out my lower abdominal muscles without having to buy any type of equipment (I do have an exercise ball though)?

I heard running works every muscle or almost every muscle in your body. Will running contribute to you getting some really ripped or washboard abs?

P.S.- I don’t want to be massive I just want to be lean.

Idky but i love white mens necks. call me weird but i turns me on. their abs are hot too. asian mens legs are so delicious and black mens lips are luscious. and theres just something about a middle eastern mans skin. pacific islanders eyes are to die for. yum. these are all preferences of mine. What about you?